my life has changed today. i am not sure yet if it is for better or for worse. however the change today resulted in something that ended yesterday. yesterday was the last day of the pastoral leadership of dan barton at greenville first. i still am questioning why. but i do know that it is for the best that dan did leave. i hope and pray for the barton family.
so today i started under jimmy wiggins. i mentioned him in my post a few weeks ago.
good guy. i like him. however i dont forsee working under him too long. i need to get out of here. i need to do something new. why do i feel like this? why do i desire to leave if everyone else wants me to stay?
i like sc, i like the district, i like jim, i like the youth pastors, i like the ds, i like the teens (wish i had more of them), i like the people in the church, i like most of the things equated with being here. however i want to leave. is there something wrong with this? am i the only person that feels this way? i want to be excited to go to work. i want to see lives change.
what about you? are you excited? are you seeing lives change? are you happy where you are and still want to leave? does it seem that you want to be somewhere else, when you are fine where you are?
another question to end the post? who, what, how, where and why are these desires in me? why do i want to go somewhere else? okay i know that is two question but hey it is my blog
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I once heard someone say that ministry stomps out dreams. Sometimes, he said, you have to get away from ministry and learn to dream again. I don't know if this is relevant to your situation, but it's a thought.
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